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    Labor is pain

    Labor is Pain… Literally! I am now entering a first stage labour. Since last night, contractions woke me up constantly. After hours, I am now having contractions 5 – 10 minutes apart. Learning about all the technical aspects of childbirth is definitely valuable for me, doing all the breathing technic and pelvic floor muscle exercise with yoga and pilates sure help on recovery but I don’t even feel it is helping on managing the pain.   If I asked my friends and my sisters, every women face a different challenges during labor,  with pain ranging from mild to extreme. Some went through natural labour and some took the pain killer option to manage the pain. When I was a child, I wished I…

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    Happy Father’s Day

    Growing up I remember so clearly moments after moments spending time with my dad, Baba. I think he is the coolest dad ever. I tailed him in almost all of his activities. Whether it was Badminton, Chess, Cards, Softball, football, Sepak Takraw, he taught us all. Four sisters, all of us were very active in sports. We lived in school quarters, there was big playing grass field just in front of our house. The school compound was our playing ground. Almost every afternoon we tailed him around.  I was also in his band,  little star maybe 6-7 years old. Baba played electric guitar, I sang and he used to practice with his friends and performed. I enjoyed every moment with him. I followed…

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    I swear

    Anytime now… 9 October 2013 is Mawar Mikaila expected due date. 1 October 2013… Most women probably say their excited. I am more nervous than anything else. Since her conception until now I kept telling myself and everyone, nothing changes. I am still me,  the same Rosz. So many doubts come to my mind. Will I be able to juggle with work and new baby? Will I travel frequently like I used to? Will Mawar Mikaila easy to take care after and going to be a good daughter? Truth is .. things will change, I have to adapt like all mother in this world. But I don’t think making children the centre of my universe is the right thing for me. I need…